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One of the worst things abt having your birthday at the end of the year is that a month later, u have to declare yourself yet another year older.

2011 was supposed to be a better year as compared to 2010. We wished so hard for it to be better life decided to teach us a lesson.

“You thought your life was hard” Life said, and proceeded to throw in reels of drama and what nots into it.

2011 has been a very trying year for me.. In almost every aspect. Work family studies relationships money.. In more ways was it twisted and difficult than it was fun and peachy.

2011 has also been a year of the “end of eras” for me.. It was the last year of me being a full time student. It was my last year staying with my cousin. It was the year my idol Steve jobs moved on to a better world. It was the last year of Harry potter. Last of transformers. Last year in australia ( i miss so much) Last year of ‘single-hood’ haha.

2011 was also a year of firsts for me.. First time actually cooking, first rave with the love, first time traveling with friends from Malaysia, first time looking for jobs, first interviews job offers n acceptance.. First time really getting ready to stand on my own two feet.

I have learnt many lessons this year.. I think it has forced me to grow up probably a little quicker. This year has taught me to value my friendships, value my family, value myself.. Something which I never fully understood how to. But I am learning..

Thank you dear parents for everything that you have given me and for your support for me to live the way I want to. I love you and will b indebted to you for life. I will try my best to repay u in every little way possible.

Thank you my dear friends for sticking by me every step of the way. I know I haven’t been the easiest person to be around n havent been the best buddy. I will try my best to make it up to you guys!

Thank you dear sayang..for sticking by me through thick and thin, sickness b health. Thru happiness sadness stress anger and every little thing I throw at you. We make a funny albeit weird little combo but I suppose that is wat makes us who we as one are =)

2012 will be an exciting year. I have not and will not hope for a better year just incase life decides to troll me again..=p This year sucked for me but at hindsight, perhaps it wasn’t as bad as we first thought it. I am excited for my life to start. For my first job, my first real salary, my first attempt at real life of almost complete independence.

May we all remember what it means to be human, be kind to each other, n to spread love n care, fun and jokes with each other. Here’s to hoping the world doesn’t end! So we will have much more time with our loved ones =)

To all my friends family and my beloveds, have a very happy new year! Auld Lang syne! Good health kind wishes n much love to you all! Happy 2012 everyone!!! Party hard but Stay safe!

once the world sees u in a certain way, there’s no turning back.

its like they always say. it takes a lifetime to build trust, a split second to destroy it.

perception is key. sometimes it really doesnt matter what you mean. cos if someone wants to see it in a bad way, they will.

im so tired. i have had enough.

dysfunctional relationships creates baggage. i have about a tonne of them. 

i need a washboard, very strong detergent and bleach. i want a clean slate. i want to zone out. i need to kick this.

=’( 

can this please end already?

1 week back in a place I once hated and would give anything to leave… was positively the best week of my semester. 

this week i got to spend time with old friends, and made new friends! (how long have i not said this already!)

this week i was reminded of what makes true friends, people that you dont see or talk to for years, but the conversation is endless once you meet again, almost like as if we never separated. 

it was a great week. mistakes were made but for the better =) we ate enough food to last us for the rest of the month really.. we caught up with lost time and talked enough to last us till the next time we meet =)

im missing u guys already..my syg, my mellys, my tujuh, lui lui and not forgetting HONEY/longlong/nini watever else u guys call her =p thank you all for introducing me to new friends, and reminding me what great friendship means..=)

i love you guys so much! till next time!<3

when i get kids of my own, i promise i will not move them around the friggin world. because the kid will end up with friends all over the world. sounds good?

while its awesome tt the kid will probably get free accommodation wherever he or she chooses to go, lets b real. how often do we get to travel right? to travel, we need to work. to work, means we need to stay at one godforsaken place. means? tt kid will eventually lose contact with the kawans and poof. the kids will end up with no friends.

i sound so bitter.

i know i still hv my kawans..pls dont leave me..=( i know i hvnt been the best friend. i was never there. your bday? i missed. when u needed a shoulder to cry on? i didnt give it to you. when u r bored and need company? i couldnt teman u either.

who m i friggin kidding? i have been a lousy friend. n i really m very very sorry.

i promise to make amends. when i come home for good i will make sure we meet more than once a year.i will go to penang, n jb n singapore. i will save up and go hk. i will save up even more n go korea. if u still in sh means i will save up and go there too! before i go home i promise to go perth. 

i miss u my dear kawans. i m very sorry for being a lousy friend. i hope u guys can forgive me.

leilockheart:

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4) Click the listen button

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This is friggin amazing!!=D=D

(Source: leilockheart)

3 am. no. no rain falling. how lyrical would it be though if it was..

last 6 weeks of uni. after tomorrow (well today - but i havent slept yet so i still classify it as tomorrow) it will be 5 weeks. 5 weeks and my uni life ends. 

yes i friggin hate uni. never liked it. uni changed me..from this hopeful (i was gonna say optimistic but friends who knew me long enough would know that was never a word to describe me) ambitious person to this cynic that i am. though one could say that i was naive and now i’m a realist?haha/

cant believe that its coming to an end. when i go home my life is gonna start. i will have to start working, earning my own living, no more knocking on my mother’s door asking her for money..no more spending as i wish cos who cares? im not paying for them..

life starts. my life with you.. where it is no longer just me..or just you..but us two.

sucky as uni was and assignments is, it has taught me alot of things..it has brought me alot of friends and experiences. late nights, early mornings, booze, lots and LOTS of booze.. and fcuk over load of caffeine. 

i cant wait to go home.. i have been away for way too long. starting life back there..actually scares me abit.. cant say im not excited. =)

still 1000 words to go for the essay. theres so many more assignments to do in 5 weeks its not even funny. 

well then, here’s to the last 5 weeks of bitching about uni forever n ever more (probably….or not)….